I got so used to sleeping alone.
I would :
wake up, remember where I am, confirm if this is the real world, look out the window to see the tree. Snooze.
And this went on and on for more than 5 years.
It was grand. I really enjoyed being by myself in a new country. I have started over. It is a success.
Now I wake up and see someone beside me all the time.
It's fucking amazing. :)
I would wake up, remember where I am, confirm if this is the real world, look out the window to see the tree.
Look beside me. Find someone sleeping. Cue in music. Confirm identity of person sleeping. Confirm that that person is who you want him/it to be. Watch it sleep. Melt heart. Play with soft hair. Smell hair. Gush at disbelief. Think twice if you should wake it up. Smile at how the sun kisses its face. Memorize face with fingers. Feel rough texture of beard. Kiss dimple on chin. Cuddle with handsome creature.
Creature wakes up and reaches its long arm and takes you in. Like a Venus fly trap. Breathe in its breath. Pause. Melt on bed.
Repeat forever. <3
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